水瓶座终极完美分析

水瓶座终极完美分析

几乎每个水瓶座的心底都有着一段刻骨铭心人间记忆，一个永远无法忘记的背影。
那也许只是极其短暂的两情相悦，只是一种单恋，或只是一种只存在于虚幻空间。
一切看起来是那么平静，那么和谐。
没有惊天动地，没有海誓山盟，没有花前月下，没有浪漫，没有誓言，没有温度。水瓶座的理智和冷漠，注定了任何感情永无燃点。
水瓶座不容易喜欢上一个人。有人说水瓶座对伴侣的要求太高，其实并非这样，水瓶座注重的是感觉。只是那么轻描淡写的一眼，那个人已经吸引了水瓶的所有注意力，从此目光便无法转移。
用一秒钟爱上一个人，然后再付出一生去忘记，水瓶座就是这样的试验品。
但几乎所有的水瓶都会否认在自己的身上发生一见钟情，因为一向自视清高，承认爱上一个人这钟事似乎是在侮辱自己的智商。
更多的时候是因为，连自己都没发现已经爱上。水瓶座很多时候对于感情反应非常迟钝，迟钝到每次都是最后的知情者。有时容易出现弄不清自己的感觉，不清楚自己想做什么，觉得迷惘。
在对方没有非常明确地表示感情时会退怯，觉得爱情是两厢情愿，不想勉强对方。
显得很被动，忽冷忽热，犹豫不决，极其矛盾。在没有完全确定前，决不轻易付出感情，因为怕失去。也许是缺乏安全感，也许是对自己的保护，也可以算作是一种自私。
一般水瓶座的好朋友都是经过很长世间的考察的，不仅仅是几年，而是十几年。一旦被水瓶座当作好朋友的，会赴汤蹈火掏心掏肺。
在公车上，街边，商场，水瓶老是认错人。在茫茫人海中，始终在寻找一个熟悉的身影，直到产生幻觉。
这一刻，水瓶座突然很想痛哭流涕，因为突然发现自己几近疯狂的爱上一个人，失去了理智，失去了自我。这种突如其来的感觉，很恐惧，很无助。
水瓶座不喜欢这种感觉，因为不知该如何面对。要让水瓶座主动去追逐，是件异常困难的事，在水瓶座的世界里无法承受拒绝，就是这么脆弱，无论表面上看来是多么的坚强。
水瓶座在人前总是一幅无忧无虑没心没肝的样子，不想别人看见自己的悲伤，那样会有不安全的感觉，总是在无人的地方暗自落泪。
算了，还是放在心里吧。既不用尴尬的表白然后遭到拒绝，又不会相爱容易相处难的惨烈分手。这样很好，没人看出来，不至于太没面子。可以继续貌似潇洒。
但是，不同了。尽管水瓶座装着多么不在乎，看都不看一眼。可是对方说的每句话都从耳朵进去，没见出来。对方提的任何过分的要求，水瓶座统统照单全收精心尽力，决对不会有半个不字。完全成为一个爱情的奴隶，脸上还装酷无表情，整个死要面子活受罪。
这 种情况下，如果对方使点阴谋诡计，刻意疏远避而不见或是视而不见，电话不接或是哼哈敷衍等等，水瓶会给整疯了，开始会想是什么自己地方做错了，说错话了， 然后拉下面子主动讨好试探。不用多，碰壁两次，水瓶座就会有自知之明了，不会再去想是为什么会这样，也不想知道了。心里会想，原来是对方讨厌自己，不想见 到自己。明白之后，就是绝对的安静了。
这还没完，过了一段日子。对方如果突然又改变态度，水瓶座竟然能既往不咎问也不问，殷勤依旧，完全没有尊严可谈。只要能和对方开心的在一起，过去不重要，未来也不重要，面子不重要，金钱不重要，时间不重要，自己也不重要。
天平失衡，感情重重的压在心底，自己却飘在了半空。太在乎对方，迷失了自我，幸福也变得虚无。
自己都不爱，谁还会珍惜。
水瓶座一旦付出，便是彻底，不可收回。
感情投入的越多越是伤的重。
最擅长的是难为自己。不想对方难过，只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，把自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。不知道，受伤的其实是自己，只是不知道如何表现出来。
爱，这个字对水瓶座来说，太沉重珍贵了，无法用语言诠释。一旦说出口，犹如远古的文物，被发掘出土暴露于空气中，变得面目全非，失去本来的价值。
所以，不轻易说。
只需一次，水瓶座便把一生的精力耗尽，只因执著，便落得伤痕累累。那段感情如强酸腐蚀着那颗麻木的心，穿了一个洞，再也无法弥补。时间是世界上最有力的矬子，把空洞的毛边渐渐抚平，不再搁人。每当寒风吹过，犹闻隐约凄凉的萧萧声，似挽歌。
只需一次，水瓶座便不再幻想，于是狠狠将自己摔碎，拒绝熔化拼凑。因为怕熔了记忆，怕熔了那个远远的背影，怕熔了自己千年的期盼。
之后，水瓶座依然谈笑风生，依然开朗豁达，继续着一段接一段的新感情，重复着一切，因为无法承受寂寞。
人们都说水瓶花心，见一个爱一个，水瓶座会哈哈一笑，说“哪有？冤啊！”。其实心里在滴着血，脸上却得笑的灿烂，安慰自己“我是谁啊！哪会那么弱呢！”
有人说水瓶座太冷酷太自私，自以为了不起。可是谁又了解，水瓶座的心，容量很小，只能有一个，且不具修改性。除了那个人，其他所有自动归为一种程序。
因为无法虚伪，所以甜言蜜语都吝啬给予。因为天真，所以至死之前仍在等待。因为没有勇气，所以眼睁睁放手真爱无能为力。
当看到一个瓶子在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，请千万不要被迷惑，水瓶总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与悲伤。其实并不像看到的那么快乐，同样的，也不像看到的那么悲伤。只是悲伤时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当水瓶快乐时，悲伤又不肯轻易放过。
只有真正懂得水瓶座的人，才能看见眼底那一缕似有似无的哀伤，才能明白是什么让水瓶如此的义无反顾，是什么让水瓶变得如此忽冷忽热捉摸不定，才能体会水瓶的坚强只是竭力掩饰的脆弱。
星相上说，水瓶座往往不被所爱的人珍惜。我想，是为什么呢？也许答案就在心中，只是水瓶座的本性不愿承认而已。
水瓶座除了需要一个深爱自己包容一切的人以外，还需要一个心理医生

第 一 次 做 GYM 的 经 验 。 。 。

前 天，我 与 秋 慧 ， SHIE MIN 一 起 到 我 们 学 院 的 GYM房 一 起 去 做 健 身 。 那 天 ， 我 们 一 共 用 了 大 概 10分 钟 的 时 间 去 找 那 GYM房 。没 办 法 ， 学 校 范 围 太 大 了 。 。 。 怎 知 ， 远 在 天 边 ， 近 在 眼 前 。
一 去 到 那 边 的 时 候 ， 只 见 里 面 全 都 是 男 生 。 顿 时 感 到 有 点 恐 惧 ， 不 过 ， 没 有 理 由 连 健 身 仪 器 都 没摸 过 就 走 人 的 嘛 。 。 。
过 了 不 到 10分 钟 ， 我 就 已 经 筋 疲 力 竭 了 。 。 。 我 的 天 啊 !!! 我 的 体 力 也 太 不 争 气 了 吧 。 。 。 唉 。 。 。 我 就 只 好 以 slow motion 的 姿 态 来 过 完 那 剩 余 的 1个 多 小 时 咯 。 。 。 不 知 那 里 的 人 会 怎 样 想 我 们 的 呢 ! 他 们 一 定 心 想 :那 3个 老 太 婆 在 打 太 极 吗 ? 哈 哈 哈 。 。 。 (我 们 是 女 生 嘛 !!!)
真 丢 脸 啊 。 。 。 那 里 的 男 生 都 很 积 极 的 在 锻 炼 身 体 ， 那 像 我 们 ， 做 一 下 停 一 下 的 。 。 。 那 里 的 仪 器 都 有 一 股 很 臭 的 汗 臭 味 ， 我 差 点 要 窒 息 !!!
这 的 确 是 个 很 好 的 经 验 !!!

感 叹 。 。

一 年 一 度 的 SPM考 试 又 来 临 。 。 回 想 当 年 在 还 没 考 试 时 ， 朋 友 们 都 纷 纷 去 投 靠 补 习 班 或 擅 自 找 补 习 老 师 ， 而 我 就 维 有 吃 自 己 了 。 。 。那 时 的 我 顿 时 感 到 非 常 的 无 助 。 因 为 朋 友 们 都 有 那 么 强 的 靠 山 ， 我 却 孤 身 作 战 。 。 当 时 最 怕 的 科 目 是 KIMIA and FIZIK。 。 。 幸 好 出 来 的 成 绩 比 我 想 像 中 的 好 呢 。 。 中 学 生 活 可 说 是 有 喜 有 悲 。 。 享 受 学 习 过 程 ， 害 怕 成 绩 出 炉 的 那 一 刻 。 。 岁 月 总 是 不 留 人 ， 转 眼 间 两 年 多 经 已 过 了 ， 近 两 年 来 最 开 心 的 事 是 一 共 去 了 两 次 的 trip 分 别 是 Pulau Langkawi +Pulau Redang。 开 始 喜 欢 上 大 自 然 了 ， 可 惜 人 们 对 大 自 然 的 醒 觉 性 逐 渐 渐 少 ， 可 怕 再 过 多 几 十 年 后 再 也 看 不 到 那 清 澈 的 海 和 那 美 丽 的 珊 瑚 了 。

最 近 阿 杜 有 一 部 连 续 剧 开 播 了 ， 我 也 忘 了 那 戏 的 名 字 了 ， 听 闻 这 部 戏 有 点 像 SEX AND THE CITY(大 概 是 这 样 写 吧 )。 。 。 阿 杜 的 演 戏 技 巧 有 点 hmmm.. 生 硬 吧 。 。 。 我 都 是 喜 欢 他 唱 歌 多 点 罗 。 。 哈 哈 哈 。 。 。 真 希 望 有 机 会 能 够 见 到 他 的 庐 山 真 面 目 和 现 场 听 他 唱 歌 ， 尤 其 是 他 那 首" 他 一 定 很 爱 你 "， 因 为 我 是 从 这 首 歌 开 始 认 识 他 的 。 。 。

回 味 。 。 。

其 实 虽 然 已 告 别 DIPLOMA生 活 已 有 一 段 时 间 了 。 但 是 我 还 是 那 么 想 念 我 们 在 一 起 的 求 学 生 涯 。 。 。 想 念 我 们 一 起 赶 ASSIGNMENT的 日 子 ， 一 起 开 玩 笑 的 日 子 ， 一 起 上 课 的 日 子 ， 一 起 。 。 。 从 一 个 陌 生 的 环 境 变 成 了 一 个 熟 悉 的 环 境 是 那 么 值 得 回 味 的 事 情 。 。 。 或 许 我 是 个 长 情 的 人 吧 才 有 这 样 的 感 觉 。朋 友 们 ， 请 包 容 我 的 过 失 ， 我 的 无 知 ， 我 的 失 策 ， 虽 然 现 在 讲 这 些 有 点 迟 了 ， 哈 ! 多 希 望 有 朝 日 我 们 能 够 在 聚 一 堂 。 。 。

The real ME!!!?

1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
2. You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
3. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

tRy It OuT hERE

end of holiday...

start with new sem again and no longer from now need to rush assignment n mid term then need to sit for final again... it is a normal situation in college life... but if compare with secondary life, i prefer college life. Why? because the subject v learn in secondary school is veri sien de but in college v can learn new things n know more frens as well.. i had a relaxing holiday for this time, but time passed veri fast, it's our life... if v do not make use of every opportunity or time v had to do sth v planned to do but do not do it at the past, for sure v will regret sometime at the future...

爱的故事--孙耀威

A meaningful song for me... ^^


星的光点点洒于午夜
人人开开心心说说故事
偏篇今宵所想讲不太易
迟缓地望你想说又复迟
秋风将涌起的某夜
遗留她的窗边有个故事
孤单单的小伙子不顾寂寞
徘徊树下直至天际露月儿
冬风吹走几多个月夜
为何窗边的她欠缺注视
刻于窗扉小子写的爱慕字
完全没用像个飘散梦儿
今宵的小伙子倾吐憾事
谁人痴痴的要再听故事
偏偏痴心小子只知道上集
祈求下集是个可爱梦儿
知不知对你牵上万缕爱意
每晚也痛心空费尽心思
这小子欲断难断这故事
全为我爱上你偏偏你不知
春风轻吹点点火花衬月夜
人人开开心心说说故事
终于倾出这小子的故事
长年累月为你怎再自持
今宵知否对你的暗示
为何真的将它当故事
偏偏痴心小子只知道上集
祈求下集是个可爱梦儿
知不知对你牵上万缕爱意
每晚也痛心空费尽心思
这小子欲断难断这故事
全为我爱上你偏偏你不知
知不知每晚想你十次百次
每晚也去等因我极心痴
可不可合力延续这故事
延续这片爱意一生俩相依
知不知对你牵上万缕爱意
每晚也痛心空费尽心思
这小子欲断难断这故事
全为爱上你偏偏你不知
知不知每晚想你十次百次
每晚也去等因我极心痴
可不可合力延续这故事
延续这片爱意一生俩相依

my personalities..

i took a test and i found it accurate as well...

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


want to try it out? click here

放 假咯 !!!

今 天 终 于 考 完 最 后 一 科 了 。 。 。这 几 天 也 不 知 我 是怎 么 过 的 ， 因 为 总 是 读 不 进 脑 似 的 。 。 。 不 过 这 总 算 过 去 了 。 。 。 很 开 心 的 是 一 考 完 后 就 可 以 和 秋 慧 去 Sg Wang 和 Berjaya Times Square 了 。 。 。 这 次 是 毫 无 目 的 去 走 走 ， 其 实 也 不 是 没 有 目 的 啦 ! 至 少 我 们都 有 买 到 我 们 想 买 的 东 西 。 真 佩 服 她 的 购 物 风 格 >>>快 +准 !!!本 人 真 的 是 要 和 她 多 多 学 习 了 !!! 期 待 明 天 的 到 来 ， 因 为 我 终 于 有 机 会 去 Sunway Lagoon 了 !!!真 期 待 。 。 。 接 下 来 就 有 大 概 2个 星 期 的 假 期 了 ， 那 也 是 本 人 冬 眠 的 时 候 了 。 。 。 哈 哈 哈 :)

tAg...

Mou la la kena tag pula..
Being Tagged by Cassie lor..

***A MUST DO TAG IF BEING TAG!
If You Ignore, You Will Have A Whole Year Of Bad Luck!
Please Be Honest When Answering, People!
Good Luck Yay!

THE SELF
[01] Real name: Low Guat Peng
[02] Nickname: Jennifer
[03] Married: Single
[04] Zodiac Sign: Aquarius
[05] Gender: Female
[06] Age: 20
[07] High School: SMK Seri Saujana
[08] College: Tunku Abdul Rahman College
[09] Height: 150 ++
[10] Weight: Around 45kg
[11] Do you like yourself: Sometime...
[12] Piercings: where? ear? Yes..
[13] Right of left: 1 at each side
[14] Are you a freak: Sometime..
[15] Hair: Going to have a hair cut
[16] Skin: Become darker after work as promoter in Jomheboh.. *regret*
[17] Allergic: nope
[18] What are you doing now: Doing the tag..
[19] What will you doing 1hour later: sleep
[20] What will you doing 10 years later: not regretting any choice done, having my own family..



THE FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Parents & Brother & Sister
[22] Siblings(included you): 4
[23] Eldest: My Bro
[24] Youngest: My Sis
[25] Love/hate your family: Love them forever...


THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: Not yet.. in the process..
[27] If yes, who is he/she: -
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: no idea
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: *shy shy* NONE!
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): ha..
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): haha...
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: not ppl can let to be wrong with..
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: *dash*
[34] Ever argue with your other half: *blam*
[35] You with you other half since: *blish*
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: as straight as a RULER? haha..
[37] Reasons you love your other half: coz he is him!
[38] You and your other half in which stage: still searching for each other
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: hoping he woo me.. haha..
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: if he is my Mr Right...


THE FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: not really remember
[42] Your first enemy: mayb got at the past.. not really remember
[43] The friend you love the most(1only): too much to be stated
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): none
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: a lot...
[46] Your most handsome boy friend: hmmm...
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: 2 faces ppl
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: do the things which i dislike
[49] You fall in love with you close friend before: nope
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: nope
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: sad..
[52] If your friend betray you: not going to fren him/her...? mayb... unless got reason behind
[53] If your friend woo your lover: see who win lor... haha:)
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: hmm... dunno wat to do...
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: haha...


THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: Average
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: Of coz!
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Ms Lydia, Ms Melissa
[59] Always late to school/college: Nope!
[60] Your class: what?
[61] You love your seniors: i dun hav senior de wor...
[62] Senior who you love the most: dunno...
[63] Your classmates good/bad: Average
[64] Excellent result classmate: Cheow Ling, Ngan Teng, Joane, cmi n more
[65] Laziest classmate: *tell u secretly la


THE PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: ppl with standard living
[67] Stupid people: ppl who know wat they done is incorrect but still do it qua...
[68] Good looking people: Kind-hearted ppl
[69] Ugly people: bad ppl
[70] Funny people: Those who love to make people laugh? hahahaha..
[71] Cute people: natural ppl
[72] Bad people: ppl with bad attitude
[73] Honest people: rarely to find...
[74] Acting people: GROSS people
[75] You are what kind of people: what do u think? tell me!!!


THE PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: Eyes
[77] Hugs or kisses: Hugs
[78] Shorter or taller: Taller
[79] hesitant or spontaneous: Spontaneous
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach
[81] Listener or talker: Half and Half
[82] Romantic or rich: Romantic
[83] Good husband or Good Father: Sure Both..


THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: before 30
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 2 or 3
[86] Career: officer/banker/restaurant owner/housewives
[87] Salary: >RM2500
[88] Retirement age: until I dun want to work
[89] Properties value: what's that?
[90] Wishes: be healthy

THE VICTIMS
[91] ppl who i know
[92] ppl want to know me
[93] ppl in the world
[94] ppl who wanted to
[95] ppl with no secret
[96] ppl who want to share
[97] -
[98] -
[99] -
[100]-

无题

今天一整天都对着电脑，想必近视一定会有加无减的吧。。。现在已是凌晨两点将近三点了。。。眼袋也越来越重了。。。今天该做的东西都没做完! 唯有见步行步吧!!! 我也不知该写什么了。。。下次才写吧!!!

原来。。。

原来你门是这样想我的。。。我一直都不知道。你们并不体谅我，我还以为你们是能够了解我的。。。我的执着，我的无奈，原来都没有得到你们的谅解。。。是这样的吗???不过我不会怪你们的。。。习惯就好。。。

不想想太多了。 要赶assignment了!!!加油吧!!!

忙...

我快忙得透不过气了啦!!! 每天都感觉时间不够用似的,忙了assignment 又要忙考试
, 然后又要复习工课然后又要做presentation...我的眼睛就快和熊猫一样了...

就此停笔, 时间不够用嘛.

Not my day..

Yesterday was not my day. Wondering y? Really sad abt it!!! It was not me!!! I dunno how can i be like this. I done a mistake n i learn from mistake as well. I promise!!! I will not be like this anymore. I regret! I wanna cry! but I can't! How can it be? I jz feel sad, sad n sad. That's all. But it is not a big deal(I try to console myself). Yes, just a small matter!! I believe that I can handle it well! I still have a long route to walk through, a long way to go... I can't give up! I want to prove to my fren n ppl around me tat I have the ability. I have the potential. Im not plan to fail. I plan to success in my life. Can I? Still a question mark... I will try my best and handle all the difficulties I face with calm. I know Im able to do this!

Eagles - Hotel California

This is the old n classic song sang by Eagles. I get to know this meaningful song when i was worked at Car4-Tat Bakery there bz the shop beside it is a video selling shop, they play this song every day and play it repeatly as well, mayb they want to show the quality of their video by playing this song. This song last about about 7.12 minutes. I like this song veri well bz it accompany me when i was worked as full-timer n part-timer there.

On a dark desert highway, cool wind in my hair

Warm smell of colitas, rising up through the air

Up ahead in the distance, I saw a shimmering light

My head grew heavy and my sight grew dim

I had to stop for the night

There she stood in the doorway;

I heard the mission bell

And I was thinking to myself,

'This could be Heaven or this could be Hell'

Then she lit up a candle and she showed me the way

There were voices down the corridor,

I thought I heard them say...

Welcome to the Hotel California

Such a lovely place

Such a lovely face

Plenty of room at the Hotel California

Any time of year, you can find it here

Her mind is Tiffany-twisted, she got the Mercedes bends

She got a lot of pretty, pretty boys, that she calls friends

How they dance in the courtyard, sweet summer sweat.

Some dance to remember, some dance to forget

So I called up the Captain,

'Please bring me my wine'

He said,'We haven't had that spirit here since nineteen sixty nine' And still those voices are calling from far away,

Wake you up in the middle of the night

Just to hear them say...

Welcome to the Hotel California

Such a lovely place

Such a lovely face

They livin' it up at the Hotel California

What a nice surprise, bring your alibis

Mirrors on the ceiling,

The pink champagne on ice

And she said 'We are all just prisoners here, of our own device'

And in the master's chambers,

They gathered for the feast

The stab it with their steely knives,

But they just can't kill the beast

Last thing I remember, I was

Running for the door

I had to find the passage back

To the place I was before

'Relax,'said the night man,

We are programmed to receive.

You can checkout any time you like,

but you can never leave

Hotel California

Advance Diploma...

Now in week 5 adi, but adi feel stress. Sometime really afraid i will make a mistake in choosing my future route. Well, i admit that i had thought not to continue my study before, that time what i think is what for to study so much, as long as im able to get a stabe job with a reasonable salary then it is enough. i know it is not easy to get a high qualification. But, we will not know how is our future if we decide not to step for the 1st, rite? On the other hand, Diploma holder is too much, for me to be indifferent with them is by getting a high qualification for better future and to not dissapoint my parents, my friends and so on. So, i choose to study Advance Diploma after my Diploma. I know this is not a easy route and it will be tough. But i will try my best to handle all the difficulty i faced. Good luck for myself...

Role Play

Finally... finally our role play is end. Well, it is a successful role play and i really enjoy it. I remembered that in diploma 1st sem, v also need to do a role play, everytime when i think of it, i'll feel paiseh because it is really a bad role play but my tutor still said it's ok... that time v dun really have a good scipt to follow because our member seem like not willing to do it because they knew they will be exempted for the English paper, but luckily they act finally. For this time role play, i really satisfy on it because our classmate knew what v act and they laugh when v do funny action and Ms Melissa like our role play as well... Well done to all my group member!!!