Last post in 2012

This will be the last post in 2012 in this blog. Being thinking on whether to continue my ACCA for long time ago and i am still think about. A lot of people asked me,"will u continue it"? "why don't u continue it?". I wish to continue it. It has been my aim when im in college. I thought to continue it once i back from UK. But, it's not that easy. People said don't think about the failure before u start it, if u did, u wont success. How can i not to think about it? It is one of the possibility. I wish to study full-time. But, where to get the tuition fee, examination fee and exemption fee? How about my personal expenses? I like shopping. I like to hang out with friends. I wish to travel. Argh~ Being thinking for so long~when can i get the answer? at the same time, i wish to find some part-time job to get extra income. But, which job suitable for me? i suit what kind of job other than account? think think think~ Next month will be my birthday month, in other words, i am getting older. My friend told me her mother always ask her to go out and make more friends especially the male one and her mother keep mention about those things with her in their common conversation. i laughed once i heard it. at the same time, it makes me think about what my relatives will ask me in this coming chinese new year. at the past chinese new year, my relative keep asking my brother about this question and he get one. So this year i have to hide at the corner of the house to avoid answering that.... Im searching for resolution from long time ago. wish me get it in the next year. i NEED a lot of wishes! i need....

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Suddenly feel that want to go travel around the world. There are a lot of favourite place in my list. I wish to taste taste food at every corner.. I want to take many pictures with beautiful scenery. Can travel alone be a good idea?

预料中之事

又有一位同事即将离开工作岗位了。 她的无奈，对上司的不满，我们都看在眼里的。 其实我曾经安慰她说道如果环境让你如此的不愉快的话，其实可以离开的，最重要是自己开心。 总是会安慰别人，心里却有自相矛盾的道理。 在这时候，又有人告诉我说他领了花红就会离开，他顶不顺他的上司了。 其实，如果要我对着如此难搞的上司的话， 我老早就辞职不干了。。

30.8.12

明天是一年一度的国庆日，也就是说明天是公共假期。。该如何度过呢？？

尽力

我已尽100%的力了。。。如果还是无法达到你那完美的要求的话，我无言已对。

失+望

我的优点和缺点中间可放个等号了。往往都不想辜负别人，往往都会为别人着想，不希望失信于别人，但是，得到的是什么？你自私的心灵渐渐的浮现了，我后悔当初的心软。。。身在福中不知福的你依然埋怨一路走过所欠缺的一切。。亲切记因果报应的道理。

holiday?

忙的时候很想有个漫长的假期，现在连续4天的假期让我觉的太多了。。呆在家的话我宁愿上班。单身一族就是如此。。

speechless

又有一宗停车场抢劫案了。。民生问题逐渐严重化，现在有那个角落是100%安全的呢。。。每次独自一个人走在大街上都会感到提心吊胆的。无奈。。天灾的出末让人觉得2012的预言离我们不远了。人吃人的新闻让人们吃惊。。。虐童，喊冤案件比比皆是。。。民生问题何时能解决。。学习珍惜眼前的人与物。。。

i need ans

Useless plus hopeless equal to what ?

please stop

Just got my job allocation on Friday and I'm totally disappointed on it. Another backlog company wads allocated to me and this time I need to audit eleven years of it. Really wordless when saw that stupid timetable and I wish to back early on that day,I mean not to work overtime on that day.however,I still got another backlog company to finish it. She Like to throw easy task to me and give a lot of opportunity to her favourite people. Is that a correct way for a leader to behave mthis is totally a selfish way n you will only make other people to suffer. I just hope that I am able to answer when people ask about the things Tat I have learn at here...

:-S

It is so hard to write blog thro smartphone,erm, can't edit the word tat I type wrongly n can't type it at landscape view as the keyboardblock the writing area and I accidentally deleted a comment.....~T_T~

无奈

又有一位同事要结婚了，最近好多人都传来喜讯，可能今年是龙年的关系吧。昨天得知其中一位同事即将在一个月后辞职，他和我同一天来这里上班，那天的情景还是历历在目呢。其实我知道他迟早会做出这个决定的，因为他不会让一层不变的生活控制。。他想出去创一创，或许能创出一片天。。趁年青，这是应该的，我羡慕他的勇气。。。 说真的，这次的peak好像没有上次哪么的忙，好像没有那么多具有挑战性的case了。我觉得有点失望..做了那么久，半桶水都没有，真是无nai，现在要做的就是尽量减少错误的发生，即使是一些简单的部分，一定要把它掌握好，这是我唯一可以做的了...

无题。

自己经常麻烦别人，虽然人家表面上好像无所谓，但是我自的不好意思。然后会想尽办法来补偿他人。但是往往就没有适当的机会，好讨厌那种感觉，好讨那个自己。

A loooong post

Just deleted all the pictures in Picasa Web album. Actually there is a reason for me to do that.. Yesterday i found out that photo gallery in my phone appear some familiar photo that i uploaded in my blog since n years and i cant delete it straight away as there is no delete button exist at the setting part, only gt option like share, set as wallpaper and etc. So today i decided to search at google to find out the way to delete it from my phone. I found out there are 2 options to avoid it appear in my phone. 1st : delete it through Picasa Web album. 2nd : clear data at gallery, uninstall google account and reinstall it back. I choose the first one as the second one is quite ' risky'... so now previous post with picture now become empty ad... Quite waste for that because some of the picture i edited it nicely before i post and somemore i spend quite some time to choose and write description on it... and now all are gone... maybe the second alternative may work and i might save all those deleted photo... im scare after i clear all the data in gallery and what if i cant restore the google account... u might called me chicken as i really no confident to deal with those IT stuff....

Yesterday just visit my grandmother with my family. I found out that she become older with more freckle and wrinkle on her face. Her health is deteriorating after she fell down from a staircase. She live alone and no people accompany her. I wish i can visit her once i am free... but i cant do that without transport. I really wish i can take care and concern on her like what she did on me when i were a child. I wish that i can buy food for her and accompany her to watch astro just like last time.... No people will be informed if any thing happen on her as she live alone...............but what can i do???? Atitude or behaviour of a person might change as time past by, no matter hw a person used to be respect the old and no matter the old sacrifice million of things to that person from the past till now........ i am useless...><

work work n work

Still got 4 months to end the terrible peak period. This time will be more terrible than last year as now only got few semi-senior to handle big n complicated companies. Feel that my life is fulfill with thousand of workload, everyday work until 10 something is so tiring. Is tis the life that I wanted? Actually I like challenging work instead of routine work. Erm, but not too challenging work which made me worry abt my job after work, so im not suitable to me an accountant which need to bear a lot of responsibility.

long time no c

Yesterday v hav a Kuen cheng primary school gathering at zenq ioi boulevard, got abt 18 people attend de gathering. most of the faces looked familiar yet strange,n v need to shout out our name n looked back de magazine to identify those ppl, actually the girls is still remain de same, I mean de faces,but boys change a lot. The funniest part is v need to take attendance like wat v did in school. Some of them become prettier, some of them remain their characteristic,some of them have their own shop......a million thanks to facebook which enable us meet up after 12 years back. Yesterday really got the feel of 那些年，haha.....

Valentine day on yesterday

How a single lady have her valentine day? Facebook was crowded by a lot of pic about flower, present, dinner, their beloved one... of cox.. i am envy.. definitely.... haha=p well, luckily one of my ex-colleague asked for the celebration for our single person celebration... so that we are not too boring in the romantic day wor.... sound like a bit sad... and we decided to have korean bbq which located at kuchai lama for our dinner... not much pic was taken as they do not like to take photo... and some of them tk the pic but wont share it with others also... a bit waste... it is my first time to try korean food.. maybe v order too much food and v all eat until wanna vomit :) in conclusion is.. not bad not bad!!!nice environment and nice food.... when v reached the restaurant, we are able to c most of them are in pairs... and our table oni gt 3 guys and girls... wat an imbalance amount.. haha:)

10.2.2012

Finally.. finally got the mood and time and topic to write my long-abandoned blog. Everytime when i wish to leave some footprint on my blog, i will feel like do not have any interesting topics to talk about. It may due to my simple and simple life. Simple is good,simple is not bad! Few day before i met one of my fren, but too bad that i did not walk infront and say hi. I rmb that time i wish to go into a hole if there is any hole around me. bcoz that time i am a bit messy with my hair, with a sling bag and a recycle bag with two-layer lunch boxes. just suddenly felt tat i am so embarrassing. Got a feel of failure..  you may feel that i am lack of confident. with wat? bcoz my fren is success than me... with similar background...  i know tat as a normal human being with not rich background, everything need to start by myself.....

4.12.2011

Hiking up to the peak of Broga Hill, Semenyik is not an easy task. For people like me.. haha... after a few minutes from the start point, im not able to tahan ad.. as i almost fainted and i feel like vomitting.. so i just sit there and wait until my body get some strength then only walk back to the parking area to wait for my uncle and brother.. argh.. wat a shame... maybe it is due to im not get enough sleep at the day before this and my stomach not feeling well also.. I really wish to see the panoramic view of the landscape.. and the sunrise scene as well..with the backdrop of several mountains in the far distance.. but too bad im not fit enough to hiking this hill.. i saw a lot of malay hikers, they are wearing their slipper and they can act very fast with the steep slope..

After they are back from the top, we are able to visit the nearer temple which call Na Du Temple.. You are able to see a lot of interesting statue.

While for our lunch, v dine at the old stall just opposite the Broge Police Station. You will get hooked on the Big font size of ABC word.. haha.. and the table--solid mable.. We order quite a lot food like nasi lemak, curry pan mee, soup pan mee, ABC and some side dishes. The price is much more cheaper as compare to KL and more delicious as well...

Again again and again

Today, one of my lovely colleague quit from my company. Today is her last day. And start from tomorrow, there will be less one people to gila with me.. another one is gone... before him is another guy, he is worst as we all don't know whether he is in holiday or resign, and he leave without any sound. How cruel he is.. She is a pretty, funny and smart girl. I felt sad and totally no mood to work after getting the news on her leave. Although we are not always working together, i mean work in the same job, i like to mix with her.

I found out it is very hard to find a people that will treat you as how u treat him/her. Many people are wearing a mask when talk to you and pull down her mask when talking with others. How realistic is the people in the world. And people will talk bad things about you as you disappear from her eyesight. When you get promoted, you might be her/his topic when talk with his/her gang. This is what i observe in the working environment.They are jealous. Jealous on the things that you owned, care on the things that you are lack of it. Can laugh and smile in front of her but her friends said that do not want her to join certain event. See?

Sometimes like can't express your real feeling to these kind of people. You may not know where they will spread. That's the scary things.

I will work harder! yea!