09102010

I rmb that the same date before this mth-09092010, when i wake up... i realized that i had been tagged in one of the video in facebook.. it named 'PATTERN 多多家族的回忆'... then i click play on the video... it is all abt our memory in Sheffield... it included the video that v make in the late night in Stoddart building, the night that v celebrate CNY, birthday celebration, HARI RAYA for the nxt yr... it show the place that v went before, the day trip that v join, lovely description and appreciation abt our friendship, when the video start to show my photo (which is quite big), my tear start to drop, i feel touched abt it... it is bcoz im a part of the 'family' and the video proof that for me....
v did a lot of crazy video... and v did go through a lot of happiness and 'challenge' together... i rmb the time when v live together in our flat 11, the time when v miss our train, the time v all run to the station, the time when v laugh together, the time v cook together, the time v share our happiness, the time v appreciate each other, the time v study together, the time v go to uni together, the time.......... too much memory for us... it just a good and nice memory for us...

Finally...

Finally im back to malaysia... feel great... actually is mixed feeling... When im in Sheffield, especially when im sad and stress... really hope that when i wake up and open my eyes, im in my own bed... but yesterday when im inside the plane.. my feeling is NEUTRAL... not really wanna back so fast.... i mean do not hav the feeling wanna rush back to my hse... and i do not wish to stay and play at uk for few days as well because i hav a great and memorable europe trip at the past 14 days....

the overall trip i will rate it 3 stars if there are 5 stars in total... the missing star are due to some of the hotel that i stayed was not as good as i expected.... like do not hav wifi, no lift provided, breakfast is quite lousy.... the other thing is my tour manager do not explain much on the place i visited... he did not told us what kind of souvenir to purchase at the specify place as like wat other tour manager did for their coaches.

Most of the time v spend are inside the bus as it tk few hrs to go to the other europe countries... my tour manager told us that the air u breath actually is payable...means ntg is FOC... like each time u use the toilet during the toilet break it cost 0.50 euro=RM2.. and do not expect the plastic bag from the supermarket is FOC..

I had visited Holland, Belgium, Luxembourg, Venice, Rome, Milan, Switzerland, Paris, and so on. The place that i like the most will be Switzerland. It is very fun to hav snow war with my fren. I like it very much.. (feel like in the scenery of Winter Sonata...:)) i had visited a lot of churches and hav a close look on the famous architecture or building, such as Pisa Tower, Eiffel Tower, Colosseum in Rome, Italy...

11th of June- Reach Sheffield
16th of Sept- Sit for the last paper
18th-30th of Sept- Europe Trip
1st of Oct- Manchester
2nd of Oct- Manchester Airport
3rd of Oct- Reach M'sia

i know the meaning of hard~

It is not easy as i tot
Although i expect it to b not easy
maybe there is a reason behind
so tat i will put another 100% of effort
so that i am able to c my reflection
from top to bottom
another chance is coming
it will depend on my effort
it's time to put sth aside
put it in a simple place
a peaceful place
with nobody around
not much time to spend for
a shadow..............

Just left another 12days b4 the 1st paper commerce...
Just another 15 days b4 start my journey to Europe...
Just wanna relax a moment b4 the battle is going to begin...

28 Aug 2010

Just finish my last presentation for PASBD by this evening. This time is the most relax representation i ever had... as i just read from my script.. there are 4 cycles for PASBD assignment.. it is 100% coursework assessment. I am able to meet new frens from these...and im able to work with different ppl with different 'style'.. now still left reflective writing, CR phase test, and FINAL....

It is going to end very soon
Not dare to count hw much days i stay
the day i spent it happily
the day i go thro my sadness
Going to miss it very much...

Today-23 Aug 2010

Today when i choose some oranges at one of the stall in Castle Market, a ppl(Muslim) which stand besides me and he is choosing the oranges as well.. he suddenly speak cantonese to me.. he said: '你好'.. then i suddenly dunno wat to reply him.. i pause a while then just reply the same words as him.. hahaa... then he said‘靓瞴' while im busy choosing a nice orange' and he choose for me tim.. haha.. after that he ask me'系度读书啊‘。。’系咯’。。after that i reply.‘你好势力啊’。then both of us laugh...;)

Actually i m not dare to talk so much to him as he is a stranger... and i forgot to ask him hw come he know cantonese.. really curious with it as he can speak fluently... oh ya.. after i walk around at the market.. i saw him back and he said '第日见'。。and i reply a silly word again..‘你好势力啊’.. tat second i like dunno wat to reply him as i can speak cantonese... suddenly stuck at there.. surprise~ maybe he tot im from HK .. am i look like a Hong Kong ppl?????

Late Night...in UK..

1.30am.. in Charlotte Court.. Flat?Room?

I do not feel like doing anythings.. except facebook-ing... hw lazy am i..

Hope to describe my Scotland Trip at here.. day by day.. place by place.. describe it in details.. but.. before that, i need to find more information abt the places that i went to.. the castle tat i saw.. i just go there blindly without any survey.. maybe need to wait until i settle all the assignment 1st lo~

SMA ASSIGNMENT.. CR PHASE TEST.. REFLECTIVE WRITING.. PASBD PRESENTATION.. Did i miss out any APPOINTMENT?

bUSY WITH this and that...:(

Yesterday just went to the church with my frens.. it called FAREWELL DINNER(TARCIAN) 1st time been there.. and a nice experience i had.. nice food and refreshemnt provided.. yea~

it let me think of one of my part time job at PICC which last for oni 3 days with attractive pay.. breakfast, lunch, and dinner was provided by Hotel Equatorial.. my job was just stand-by there to be called by those event crew... so called stand-by crew..and the fuuny part was one of the task assigned by them to me was 'take care of the tumbuh-tumbuhan there(a part la~which use to display at that place) because got one ppl was interested on it and he will going to tk back home after the event.. i heard that that part of tumbuh-tumbuhan quite expensive one... haha.. when i looked at the tumbuh-tumbuhan.. suddenly got ppl passed by and asked:'got snake ar'.. then i said'nola~just tk care of it bcoz it has been ordered by other ppl de'.. funny? haha... cant imaging i can get such job.... actuall it was a function held by M bank and it was attended by all manager and top management from all the branches at M'sia.. and Maybank had invited a famous ppl to give a talk for their staff.. for motivation purpose...

Myself.

Well.... by this moment, this minutes, and this second.. i shd busy with my assignment.. but i just wish to drop saome words at here... and my mind is blank by now.. hope that after i finish blogging and im able to dig some of the points for PASBD la~

FYI, i got 3 assignments in hand... actually if i din go to Scotlandon next week.. i can really ENJOY de process of complete it.. it is too bad that i ad booked for the trip... a lot of ppl said that Scotland is a must-go-place... as it is a nice place to visit... a trip for 5 days 4 nite is waiting for me at next week... before that, i tot im not able to go for this trip as the organizer oni got other trip which held on my study weeks and other days which not really suitable for me to go as it crash with my study... luckily they held the other trips which is available for me to go... yea~

TOday is 57th day im stay over here, i always say that time passed very quickly... as i rmb that when i was inside the plane and watched the screen shown the area that the plane is going to land at the Manchester Airport.. wat i felt is unexpected that im able to come over here to study... and there are a lot of things made me worried with.. erm.. such as wondering hw is the study life over here since all mat salleh are here, dunno hw far it is from my hostel to university, afriad im not able to cook rice and dishes although i got practice for FEW times under the direction from my mom-tat's why i produce my own recipe and bring over here, wondering whether uk will be cooler as i expected and many many more...

im such kind of ppl as i always think of the things tat going to happenned and not like ppl who like to wait for them to happen and faced it when it really approach to you...i hope im the latter type of ppl...

one of my fren told me that.. 'u dun forget that you come over with ur fren and not alone'... ya! i alwaus rmb that...it's true... enjoy and study at the some time to make it another chapter of my life...:)

i know that sometimes im not TOUGH enuf as i cant faced the problem by myself...
i know that im SILLY as i like to make things complicated...
i know that i always like to think the IMPOSSIBLE things as im a silly girl...
i know that im not good in express my feeling to other ppl as i dunno the good and better way of it..
i know that i cant do both things in the same times as i know i sure will NEGLECT one of them..

Lastly, i know that it's time to continue my assign as i not yt produce single words on it and tmr i'll not hav time to COMPOSE it.. as tmr im going to NOTTINGHAM CASTLE and SHERWOOD FOREST... which is the place stayed by ROBBIN HOOD...

Cheers!