long time no c

Yesterday v hav a Kuen cheng primary school gathering at zenq ioi boulevard, got abt 18 people attend de gathering. most of the faces looked familiar yet strange,n v need to shout out our name n looked back de magazine to identify those ppl, actually the girls is still remain de same, I mean de faces,but boys change a lot. The funniest part is v need to take attendance like wat v did in school. Some of them become prettier, some of them remain their characteristic,some of them have their own shop......a million thanks to facebook which enable us meet up after 12 years back. Yesterday really got the feel of 那些年，haha.....

Valentine day on yesterday

How a single lady have her valentine day? Facebook was crowded by a lot of pic about flower, present, dinner, their beloved one... of cox.. i am envy.. definitely.... haha=p well, luckily one of my ex-colleague asked for the celebration for our single person celebration... so that we are not too boring in the romantic day wor.... sound like a bit sad... and we decided to have korean bbq which located at kuchai lama for our dinner... not much pic was taken as they do not like to take photo... and some of them tk the pic but wont share it with others also... a bit waste... it is my first time to try korean food.. maybe v order too much food and v all eat until wanna vomit :) in conclusion is.. not bad not bad!!!nice environment and nice food.... when v reached the restaurant, we are able to c most of them are in pairs... and our table oni gt 3 guys and girls... wat an imbalance amount.. haha:)

10.2.2012

Finally.. finally got the mood and time and topic to write my long-abandoned blog. Everytime when i wish to leave some footprint on my blog, i will feel like do not have any interesting topics to talk about. It may due to my simple and simple life. Simple is good,simple is not bad! Few day before i met one of my fren, but too bad that i did not walk infront and say hi. I rmb that time i wish to go into a hole if there is any hole around me. bcoz that time i am a bit messy with my hair, with a sling bag and a recycle bag with two-layer lunch boxes. just suddenly felt tat i am so embarrassing. Got a feel of failure..  you may feel that i am lack of confident. with wat? bcoz my fren is success than me... with similar background...  i know tat as a normal human being with not rich background, everything need to start by myself.....

4.12.2011

Hiking up to the peak of Broga Hill, Semenyik is not an easy task. For people like me.. haha... after a few minutes from the start point, im not able to tahan ad.. as i almost fainted and i feel like vomitting.. so i just sit there and wait until my body get some strength then only walk back to the parking area to wait for my uncle and brother.. argh.. wat a shame... maybe it is due to im not get enough sleep at the day before this and my stomach not feeling well also.. I really wish to see the panoramic view of the landscape.. and the sunrise scene as well..with the backdrop of several mountains in the far distance.. but too bad im not fit enough to hiking this hill.. i saw a lot of malay hikers, they are wearing their slipper and they can act very fast with the steep slope..

After they are back from the top, we are able to visit the nearer temple which call Na Du Temple.. You are able to see a lot of interesting statue.

While for our lunch, v dine at the old stall just opposite the Broge Police Station. You will get hooked on the Big font size of ABC word.. haha.. and the table--solid mable.. We order quite a lot food like nasi lemak, curry pan mee, soup pan mee, ABC and some side dishes. The price is much more cheaper as compare to KL and more delicious as well...

Again again and again

Today, one of my lovely colleague quit from my company. Today is her last day. And start from tomorrow, there will be less one people to gila with me.. another one is gone... before him is another guy, he is worst as we all don't know whether he is in holiday or resign, and he leave without any sound. How cruel he is.. She is a pretty, funny and smart girl. I felt sad and totally no mood to work after getting the news on her leave. Although we are not always working together, i mean work in the same job, i like to mix with her.

I found out it is very hard to find a people that will treat you as how u treat him/her. Many people are wearing a mask when talk to you and pull down her mask when talking with others. How realistic is the people in the world. And people will talk bad things about you as you disappear from her eyesight. When you get promoted, you might be her/his topic when talk with his/her gang. This is what i observe in the working environment.They are jealous. Jealous on the things that you owned, care on the things that you are lack of it. Can laugh and smile in front of her but her friends said that do not want her to join certain event. See?

Sometimes like can't express your real feeling to these kind of people. You may not know where they will spread. That's the scary things.

I will work harder! yea!

THe Direction

How to know exactly what i want? Is it the things that i thinking for and unable to abandon it for long time ago? I need advice. But nobody can provide a structural opinion and guide. I am so tired of making decision in my own..

Today suppose to draft an audit report for an investment properties company, but too bad tat i need to do a lot of trivial matter for my senior, like bind report, do form c and r, post letter, and etc. I am not complain the trivial matter, just afraid that i will be scolded if i cant finish that report as it is due on next month. The funny part is the person who ask me to do all the things is the person who urge me for the report.
 

I was curious on the attendance of one of my colleague as she suppose to be in her study week. After asking about the reason, then only i know that it is because she come back just to amend the report after review by partner. It shows that the Company does not considerate others especially for those going to take exam in the short time. Today i have been asked by colleague about how i feel about my current company, in respect of environment and salary. In fact the bad proportion is deemed smaller than the good parts. 

For fresh graduate, we need to absorbed as much knowledge as we could. Learn from the people around us. It is part of philosophy of life.

3.11.2011

Suddenly felt that i lose motivation. Seem like i don't have any aim in my life. I still search for it. What is my actual interest? I can't find the answer... is this the life that i wish for, i mean for long term...