无奈

又有一位同事要结婚了，最近好多人都传来喜讯，可能今年是龙年的关系吧。昨天得知其中一位同事即将在一个月后辞职，他和我同一天来这里上班，那天的情景还是历历在目呢。其实我知道他迟早会做出这个决定的，因为他不会让一层不变的生活控制。。他想出去创一创，或许能创出一片天。。趁年青，这是应该的，我羡慕他的勇气。。。 说真的，这次的peak好像没有上次哪么的忙，好像没有那么多具有挑战性的case了。我觉得有点失望..做了那么久，半桶水都没有，真是无nai，现在要做的就是尽量减少错误的发生，即使是一些简单的部分，一定要把它掌握好，这是我唯一可以做的了...

无题。

自己经常麻烦别人，虽然人家表面上好像无所谓，但是我自的不好意思。然后会想尽办法来补偿他人。但是往往就没有适当的机会，好讨厌那种感觉，好讨那个自己。

A loooong post

Just deleted all the pictures in Picasa Web album. Actually there is a reason for me to do that.. Yesterday i found out that photo gallery in my phone appear some familiar photo that i uploaded in my blog since n years and i cant delete it straight away as there is no delete button exist at the setting part, only gt option like share, set as wallpaper and etc. So today i decided to search at google to find out the way to delete it from my phone. I found out there are 2 options to avoid it appear in my phone. 1st : delete it through Picasa Web album. 2nd : clear data at gallery, uninstall google account and reinstall it back. I choose the first one as the second one is quite ' risky'... so now previous post with picture now become empty ad... Quite waste for that because some of the picture i edited it nicely before i post and somemore i spend quite some time to choose and write description on it... and now all are gone... maybe the second alternative may work and i might save all those deleted photo... im scare after i clear all the data in gallery and what if i cant restore the google account... u might called me chicken as i really no confident to deal with those IT stuff....

Yesterday just visit my grandmother with my family. I found out that she become older with more freckle and wrinkle on her face. Her health is deteriorating after she fell down from a staircase. She live alone and no people accompany her. I wish i can visit her once i am free... but i cant do that without transport. I really wish i can take care and concern on her like what she did on me when i were a child. I wish that i can buy food for her and accompany her to watch astro just like last time.... No people will be informed if any thing happen on her as she live alone...............but what can i do???? Atitude or behaviour of a person might change as time past by, no matter hw a person used to be respect the old and no matter the old sacrifice million of things to that person from the past till now........ i am useless...><

work work n work

Still got 4 months to end the terrible peak period. This time will be more terrible than last year as now only got few semi-senior to handle big n complicated companies. Feel that my life is fulfill with thousand of workload, everyday work until 10 something is so tiring. Is tis the life that I wanted? Actually I like challenging work instead of routine work. Erm, but not too challenging work which made me worry abt my job after work, so im not suitable to me an accountant which need to bear a lot of responsibility.

long time no c

Yesterday v hav a Kuen cheng primary school gathering at zenq ioi boulevard, got abt 18 people attend de gathering. most of the faces looked familiar yet strange,n v need to shout out our name n looked back de magazine to identify those ppl, actually the girls is still remain de same, I mean de faces,but boys change a lot. The funniest part is v need to take attendance like wat v did in school. Some of them become prettier, some of them remain their characteristic,some of them have their own shop......a million thanks to facebook which enable us meet up after 12 years back. Yesterday really got the feel of 那些年，haha.....

Valentine day on yesterday

How a single lady have her valentine day? Facebook was crowded by a lot of pic about flower, present, dinner, their beloved one... of cox.. i am envy.. definitely.... haha=p well, luckily one of my ex-colleague asked for the celebration for our single person celebration... so that we are not too boring in the romantic day wor.... sound like a bit sad... and we decided to have korean bbq which located at kuchai lama for our dinner... not much pic was taken as they do not like to take photo... and some of them tk the pic but wont share it with others also... a bit waste... it is my first time to try korean food.. maybe v order too much food and v all eat until wanna vomit :) in conclusion is.. not bad not bad!!!nice environment and nice food.... when v reached the restaurant, we are able to c most of them are in pairs... and our table oni gt 3 guys and girls... wat an imbalance amount.. haha:)

10.2.2012

Finally.. finally got the mood and time and topic to write my long-abandoned blog. Everytime when i wish to leave some footprint on my blog, i will feel like do not have any interesting topics to talk about. It may due to my simple and simple life. Simple is good,simple is not bad! Few day before i met one of my fren, but too bad that i did not walk infront and say hi. I rmb that time i wish to go into a hole if there is any hole around me. bcoz that time i am a bit messy with my hair, with a sling bag and a recycle bag with two-layer lunch boxes. just suddenly felt tat i am so embarrassing. Got a feel of failure..  you may feel that i am lack of confident. with wat? bcoz my fren is success than me... with similar background...  i know tat as a normal human being with not rich background, everything need to start by myself.....