i need ans

Useless plus hopeless equal to what ?

please stop

Just got my job allocation on Friday and I'm totally disappointed on it. Another backlog company wads allocated to me and this time I need to audit eleven years of it. Really wordless when saw that stupid timetable and I wish to back early on that day,I mean not to work overtime on that day.however,I still got another backlog company to finish it. She Like to throw easy task to me and give a lot of opportunity to her favourite people. Is that a correct way for a leader to behave mthis is totally a selfish way n you will only make other people to suffer. I just hope that I am able to answer when people ask about the things Tat I have learn at here...

:-S

It is so hard to write blog thro smartphone,erm, can't edit the word tat I type wrongly n can't type it at landscape view as the keyboardblock the writing area and I accidentally deleted a comment.....~T_T~

无奈

又有一位同事要结婚了，最近好多人都传来喜讯，可能今年是龙年的关系吧。昨天得知其中一位同事即将在一个月后辞职，他和我同一天来这里上班，那天的情景还是历历在目呢。其实我知道他迟早会做出这个决定的，因为他不会让一层不变的生活控制。。他想出去创一创，或许能创出一片天。。趁年青，这是应该的，我羡慕他的勇气。。。 说真的，这次的peak好像没有上次哪么的忙，好像没有那么多具有挑战性的case了。我觉得有点失望..做了那么久，半桶水都没有，真是无nai，现在要做的就是尽量减少错误的发生，即使是一些简单的部分，一定要把它掌握好，这是我唯一可以做的了...

无题。

自己经常麻烦别人，虽然人家表面上好像无所谓，但是我自的不好意思。然后会想尽办法来补偿他人。但是往往就没有适当的机会，好讨厌那种感觉，好讨那个自己。

A loooong post

Just deleted all the pictures in Picasa Web album. Actually there is a reason for me to do that.. Yesterday i found out that photo gallery in my phone appear some familiar photo that i uploaded in my blog since n years and i cant delete it straight away as there is no delete button exist at the setting part, only gt option like share, set as wallpaper and etc. So today i decided to search at google to find out the way to delete it from my phone. I found out there are 2 options to avoid it appear in my phone. 1st : delete it through Picasa Web album. 2nd : clear data at gallery, uninstall google account and reinstall it back. I choose the first one as the second one is quite ' risky'... so now previous post with picture now become empty ad... Quite waste for that because some of the picture i edited it nicely before i post and somemore i spend quite some time to choose and write description on it... and now all are gone... maybe the second alternative may work and i might save all those deleted photo... im scare after i clear all the data in gallery and what if i cant restore the google account... u might called me chicken as i really no confident to deal with those IT stuff....

Yesterday just visit my grandmother with my family. I found out that she become older with more freckle and wrinkle on her face. Her health is deteriorating after she fell down from a staircase. She live alone and no people accompany her. I wish i can visit her once i am free... but i cant do that without transport. I really wish i can take care and concern on her like what she did on me when i were a child. I wish that i can buy food for her and accompany her to watch astro just like last time.... No people will be informed if any thing happen on her as she live alone...............but what can i do???? Atitude or behaviour of a person might change as time past by, no matter hw a person used to be respect the old and no matter the old sacrifice million of things to that person from the past till now........ i am useless...><

work work n work

Still got 4 months to end the terrible peak period. This time will be more terrible than last year as now only got few semi-senior to handle big n complicated companies. Feel that my life is fulfill with thousand of workload, everyday work until 10 something is so tiring. Is tis the life that I wanted? Actually I like challenging work instead of routine work. Erm, but not too challenging work which made me worry abt my job after work, so im not suitable to me an accountant which need to bear a lot of responsibility.