1 yr...

11.6.2011
One year has passed as my fren went to Shieffied at this week thurs nite... i rmb that last yr 10.6.2010, i depart at 2am on the next day.. and this year, my fren is going to there.. by the time when my fren was at airport, i still can rmb the feeling when i were there last year.. the feeling of nervous.. the feeling of happy... the feeling of sad as well..as it was my first time to go to a far place and really afraid i will feel homesick when reach there.. afraid i forget to bring important things that i need.. mixing feeling...

V go to Yolk city on the next day when v were there.. i rmbed that time when v first reached charlotte court and started to be allocated the room by the senior over there, v were being asked by travel agent whether to join the Yolk trip, v were so excited when get to know v are able to stay together in the same unit... started to unpack our things, start to learn to be independent.... 1st time to stay at the room by myself...

Really wish to go there again, walk on the road that i started to familiar with, feel the cold air when v were out at the night for photoshooting, cooking session together, run to the train station, shopping together....

Wish to...
Smell the fish place at Whitby,
Listen to Robbinhood story at Nottingham,
Captured the beauty of Scotland,
Walk into Manchester Stadium,
Step into the branded shop at Liverpool,
Learn the history of Yolk city... AGAIN!!!!!!

Weekend.15.5.11

It was about 2 mths i had worked at my new firm. As i had been told by my colleague, there will be no increment in salary after confirmation which quite disappoint me. If it is true, then i nid to wait until dec for increment. Every weekend i also nid to think which job to charge on my timesheet as i do not key in daily which is also the most headache matter.

The time when i had my dinner on time will be during weekend and the time when i MC.. Normally i had my dinner at 9 sth or sometimes will be at 10 sth.. really scare gastric will happen again.. it is really terrible..

Shd i upload shu's convo photo?

寂寞 好了

Hey.. a nice song to recommend here.. Recently i really addicted to this song..

蔡旻佑 - 寂寞 好了

作词：张天成 作曲：彭学斌

拼命的上网 闷坏的胸口让我
想大声的呐喊
我努力不放 你冷淡 你让分手就这样
我连做梦也感觉受伤

一年过了 还是一天 计算着慌张
计程车上的音响 我们最爱的情歌
这一刻却重重击破思念的心脏

夜深了我怎麽办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗 细数过满天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
心放空了 寂寞好了


坚强外表下 我脆弱 情人节开始失常
别人庆祝我却很失落
秋天过了 冬天漫长 欢愉而感伤
我们天真的勇敢 我们追求的梦想
舍不得也只能收藏旅行的时光

夜深了我怎麽办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗 细数过满天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
心放空了 寂寞好了

寂寞感冒全都可以好的
爱多甜 伤多痛 都释放


夜深了我怎麽办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗 细数过满天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
没有你 心放空了 寂寞好了

Day of April fool'11

One month just passed which indicate the no of day i stay at the new firm. Start from tmr, i nid to shift my sitting place to the other site whereby front and back of my place was sitted by senior. Actually i like my previous place so much as i no nid walk so far to reach the place of photostate machine and audit partner seldom pass by my place there^^. I know that the plan is they wish the fresh ppl can learn more from the senior as they allocate all the fresh ppl(total 6 ppl) to sit in between of the senior so tat they are easy 'to be assessed' by the new ppl.

If want to compare it will my previous firm, i think it is not comparable at all!:)

Yesterday i went for the AE class (training on audit software)at Cyberjaya, it make me think of the time in the computer lesson class when I were in primary school. haha:) miss that time...:)

8。3。2011

夜已深
累了
却不想睡
仿佛有些事情还没去做
仿佛在等
却不知在等什么的感觉
无奈
只想再听多几首歌才睡
每一首歌都会让我想起某些事，物，人
都是唱K必可点的
留意歌词
必能发掘里头隐藏的意思
晚安

A letter to Bobby

Dear Bobby,

I got ur bad news on yesterday. I tot i heard wrongly from grandma. I repeatedly "huh" for few more times just wish to hear other answer. But.. i heard it correctly. Yes, the moment that im afraid on had came. The only present i bought to you was the only present from me to you during the CNY. Really surprise that u leave us quitely...

I still rmb ur cute face when u sleep together with my uncle.. my uncle hug u while he sleep at the living room, tat time i want to take the tape from the drawer at the living room, and u was awake.. and i keep wishing "u faster sleep la" bcoz i not dare to go there as u was there.. haha:( totally down but not wish to show it obviously...

Just wan to tell u, u will always be in our heart.. i rmb that u had been away from the hse for few times ady but u are able to get back to grandma hse... there is a faith btw u and us... i believe on faith.. Want to wish that u will find a better life in the other WORLD. Wish u will stay happy, healthy.. thx for being with us for so many yrs... sorry that v did not tk good care on you.. i really enjoy the time taking u out although u always dun wan back when i asked u to back.. THANKS!!!!!!!!!!!


Love,
Peng

Can't leave without..........+ random

Can't think of the day when facebook and msn totally disappear in this world, as i can't live without them. When and how come i become so addicted on it? It all started when i were in uk, as the speed of line is so good and i enjoyed speed as well. Therefore, i used to log in to facebook and msn after i wake up. It become a habit of mine. After im back, the speed is so much different, but i must open it once in a day. How can i throw this habit? I wish to throw it! When ppl get used on a habit, it is very hard to avoid it. If u avoid it, it seem like u will get a new habit, which is want to avoid that habit as ur habit. Will u?

When i attend interview on my current firm, i told my supervisor on my opinion that i wish to stay as long as possible for my 1st job. It is because that i know that it take time for me to 'enter' into a new environment. Well next mth im going to 'enter' into a new environmet.

Tmr is monday. The question i can expect from my senior will be>what is the status of the co?>what u did on last week? somethings weired is that i used to be very busy everyday and when i being asked on wat i did, it seem like not much work i did. im wondering hw could it be. I am busy from morning till the end of working hr, but... i still can't finish the job allocated to me. Im slow. I admit. No doubt on that. I wish to finish it asap. But wat to do if my client keep on delay it?:(